Senpai Noticed Me! ♱♡‿♡♰

About a few weeks ago, I started talking to my crush, from the sixth grade. We used to talk, but somewhere along the line we stopped, I really don't remember the reason why. But it was nice talking to him again, and it was a nice nostalgic feeling. We talked for hours on end, and I really loved our conversations. Each day I grew more attracted to him, his personality, his voice, his face and every thing about him. But I never thought we could ever be more than friends, that changed until he asked me out. I was so happy and excited. Of course, I said yes. I was so elated and excited for everything and the time being with him. He was so sweet... and I'm glad that we had mutual feelings.

Weird Events ✿♥‿♥✿

Well lately many weird things are happening to me since yesterday, maybe they are just coincidences but too much is happening for me to pass it off. ʕ◉ᴥ◉ʔ The first weird thing that happened was that I was sent a picture of  a frozen pig... I'd rather not post it due to it really creeping me out and really messing me up when I was just happily minding my own business. Not to mention all my old friends, have begun talking to me but oh well. I rather like the attention, since it's really been years since we all last talked. One last thing that happened was that I was tagged into a picture, of a sefie of a random woman. You may say, oh she must know me but the thing is I don't know this woman at all, and the tag is still there I'm pretty sure she would've noticed by now she doesn't know me at all.  ఠ_ఠ

Poor piggy (ಥ﹏ಥ)

How He Cheated on Me 👫 (Rant)

Well, I don't really know how to start this without being too awkward, or just spill too much of my emotions onto this blog, but I've been cheated on. And I wouldn't have been so sad, so hurt, if he didn't choose my best friend. We've grown apart but I still thought of her as my sister, someone I could trust with my deepest darkest of secrets. How he decided to do it, was quite foolish... As I knew something was going on, when he was flirting with her on the group chat we were all in. He was sending her explicit texts, and although I knew this isn't proof enough I could feel something was going on. They had a connection where I couldn't but in. After all they said their relationship was no more than just a "brother to sister" thing.

 Well unless you didn't know I'm not a fool, and that's disgusting if you're flirting with your so called "sister." Absolutely repulsive. I think now I'm more angry than I am sad now that I'm typing about it. She tried texting me about and guess who she was siding with, you got it my ex! How lovely... I confronted him about it, guess what kind of bull he told me "Oh it was just a typing error." Like what, I didn't know Samsung phones has a secret feature where it auto corrects your words into explicit pick up lines. (Boohoo) That's not how life works honey, if you wanna cheat own up to it not being an immature fool who thinks you're so slick you could get away with it... To my ex and her, I hate you both, and one day I hope you all could experience the same crap you pulled on me.

Untimely Crush

Someone once said to me, that some severed bonds are much better severed than being once again connected. At that time, I couldn't possibly understand what she could've meant, the pain of loving someone, pining after something that is way ahead from your hands. Well that was when I started talking, to him again. A very friendly relationship rekindled after a few years of not talking. We've had crushes on each other since the sixth grade, and our friendship was quite on and off until it came to the point of not talking at all. Of course it hurt for a while, after several thoughts of never being good enough, smart enough, pretty enough. It doesn't hurt me as much anymore, but I came to the thought of being together.

The fluffy feeling of being loved by him, touched by him, getting a warm hug telling me with his sweet voice that everything was going to be all right even when he and I knew it wasn't going to be. But life isn't always so romantic, so sweet, it's sometimes bitter sweet, sweet to the tongue at first and pangs of bitterness next. He was often cold and distant, we forgot each other, mannerisms, behaviors, memories faded back into the very depths of my mind. But I'm not in a great position to feel this love as I'm with someone else, to want to reconnect in a physical and mental way, to heal both scars deeply inflicted. He's a child, and so am I. But I can't help thinking what if he loved me like I loved him, maybe I wouldn't be as hurt, but for now these feelings should be buried at the depths of my heart, I couldn't do this. To love him while I'm with his best friend. Though my heart may break from this pain, no one would get hurt by my forbidden love, the taboo in today's society.

Weird Friends? ❄️

I have some weird friends... let me tell you why. Well currently I'm in a Kik group chat with several of my good friends for years. Sometimes, they are wiling to talk to me and yet sometimes they aren't. When I say something, they read it but never respond. I feel like either they're quite the fake friends and are not worth any of my time and friendship or they're just quite busy. Though I'm not quite sure what's going on... I sure hope they'll talk to me again. And I'm sorry for my post schedule becoming quite irregular. I love you guys!

My Love Affair with Korean Drama 😚

I started watching Korean drama when I was in the sixth grade and ever since then I've been obsessed. I believe my first Korean drama, was Boys over Flowers. Honestly, it's one of my favorites since it's my first. and also I believe it's an adaptation to Hana Yori Dango. The plot is basically (in the Korean version, I haven't read the manga yet so I don't know if it's the same), a girl named Jan-di is from a poor family basically gets into a school created for the wealthy of the wealthiest. She did this by saving a student, being bullied.  In this school, there is a group of four students, and they are the wealthiest people in the school Gu Jun-pyo (the leader) and his friends Yoon Ji-hoo, So Yi-jung and Song Woo-bin. Jan-di basically causes the leader to get mad at her, and his group and the whole school targets Jan-di. She basically is bullied but in a turn of events, Gu Jun-pyo falls is love with her. I recommend anyone to watch this drama, it's awesome and it such a great gateway to more awesome kdramas.

So handsome (๑♡3♡๑)

Sorry I got a bit sidetracked, it's just I love Korean drama so much! As much as I love anime.

Night Owl 😛

Hi guys! Sorry my posts have become quite irregular, I just have so much stuff and things to be done. Nowadays though, I find myself to be the night owl. I just always am sleepy in the morning an really energetic in the night. XD Here's a little something a wrote hope you all like it. (^-^)


I've fallen in love with the moon, the darkness, and the mystery that surrounds the night.

The calmness and serenity that never appears when the morning starts.

The solitude gives me utmost happiness and joy, while crowds give me excruciating
 paranoia and anxiety.

The darkness is my comfort...