I've always struggled with math my entire life no matter how hard I tried. I don't know, I always felt I disappointed my parents and my other classmates. They put high expectations on me just because I was Asian, I definitely had to be good at math. While it was nice that people thought I was intelligent, I was ashamed of the numbers I saw on the papers knowing I'd have to retake the quiz or test. I hated when people told me you just have to keep practicing, well when I practice no fruit bears from my labor. The same result always came up, so I became a weak, whining, child that always believes she will never accomplish anything in life. While I realize, that math is an essential part of my education I can't help but feel I would never be an expert towards it. I'm a bad kid, I shouldn't procrastinate so hard and hate my teachers for them giving me the grade that I deserve. XD
It's not only math as well, but chemistry. I just want to give up, but being a pediatrician is going to require so much time, work and effort. T^T After all nothing in life comes easy...
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