Teased at the Mall... 😿

(To anyone reading this, sorry I'm being so sad and mopey.. (>3<) )

So a very weird thing happened to me today, where I was reminded that everywhere I go people will always judge me for the clothes I wear (particularly today), the things I do, and the things I eat. I have always had issues with my weight and looks since I was a child, while going through the experiences of being bullied. The effects of bullying made me weak, and constantly depend on other peoples opinion. So on to today, I went to the mall with my family including my grandma. As we were entering the mall three girls were in front of the door way, doing typical actions of any high school girls. So I entered first, and I heard three very audible snickers I ignored it... but I had a feeling it was towards me but I brushed it off and thought it was probably nothing. Later on my grandma told me, they were pointing at my clothes and laughing I guess on how ugly they looked on me. She told them to stop and they went silent. The rest of the day for me, was full of shame for looking the way I do I felt disgusting and there was nothing anybody could do to comfort me.  Later on, we saw them again to which they mocked my grandma's voice and imitated what she said to them while laughing hysterically. They followed us around for about 20 minutes filming us on their phones, probably posting videos on Snapchat. Today isn't one of my best days, I know, but on the bright side there are people who love me enough to stand up to my bullies when I'm to weak to do it on my own.

"A lot of problems in the world would disappear if we talk to each other instead of about each other."