I think one of the most painful feelings a person could experience is when feelings are not returned... It brings in so much sadness and torture. I liked this guy for three years now, and I felt so hopeless and breathless when I'm around him. And one of the most happiest moments, I have experienced, is that he actually asked me out. My feelings were returned, but he constantly looked at other girls and I was never good enough to hold his attention. After I risked, everything, I wasn't allowed to date, therefore I lost my parent's trust I lost my friends. I was never good enough for him. I was ignored, and I suspected he was cheating on me because he was always on his phone and so protective of it. I have no words, to explain how broken my heart is because I know I will never be good enough for anyone. I thought he was kind and would treat me like a princess but I was wrong... I was lied to and manipulated. Yet I still love him.
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