Social Outcast 👻

I often find myself being like somewhat of a ghost at school. Maybe I need to try harder to become more outgoing but I think being funny, lovable, and the person everyone wants to be friends with is something you're born with. There's an unnatural order, when having a certain number of friends I feel, you're born lovable, beautiful, and kind. No matter how hard I try to be that girl, it's pretty impossible because I'm always going to be followed by my past as a socially awkward girl. I probably will never get past being socially awkward, but I see danger in having too many friends. Being popular means you deal with fake friends, rumors, and all types of risky business. I think I'll just stick to being a ghost.